克拉拉│永遠不說永遠

how many times will you feel alone?
especially when  you find everyone in streets is a group or have someone to talk to ...
it's boring! it true! 
even go shopping, no money to buy,
 even go supermarket,
i can,t cook, so i don't know what to buy...
after that, i just buy a toast and airwaves...
hahaha!!
so crazy i am ! i even like to go to work!but i don't have to many days...
so today...still alone again!
i know that i can't do the work anywore cuz i don't feel stranger to see a stranger's body even touch it!
yesterday...one old customer asked me to do massage for his GG...
you know, although here's really just sevrve massage only, but it's too close...
so many customers will ask us if we can do other service for them...like handlease...

i will go to Gold Coast to see Zack next week, so before that , i will quit the job...
the chinese owner even don't let me go...
i do not feeling good....
what will happened tomorrow?
what will happened one year later?
i don't know....
just tell me not to care about such little things...